Swim fucking fishy, swim

There is old me

new me

future me

better me

So much me on timespace spacetime continuum circus jazz hands

Whatever.

There are never ‘me’s

Just one

Me spectrum

me dark me light 

me empty me full

Me spectrum?

No.

No me choice

no  ‘better than before’

‘not as good as I should be’

‘know who I am’

‘knowing who I was’

‘losing my self’

No.

Here I am.

I am right here

All of me

The good, the bad and the ugly is not real.

Here I am right here

all of me like I always have been

Always will be

Know purity!

Clear cut carat diamond

piercing childlike innocent eyes

expansive ocean 

vast skies 

Love

Know purity! 

know I AM purity

Fog gets thicker then though

mist to choking matter 

bloodshot blind third eye close off

pounding heart beats heavy blood like iron treacle

so dense!

empty of me whilst full of knowing I am never empty

I am…

Full of emptiness!

whole 

hollow

vast

minute

weak

all powerful

Choose!

Choose?

choose doesn’t look like a word anymore

choice chews you up some days

Choice is not optional

suffering is

I am

empty

disconnected 

unplugged

displaced

tapped out

FUCK THIS.

Choose.

Choose choose choose CHOOOOOOSE.

I am emptiness

I am is never empty

Flip the switch

Turn the light back on

Plug in

Turn on

Stand up

Step out of your self and fucking BE

Stop drowning

Start wading

Keep swimming

Just keep fucking swimming

Pisces power is never found in air, earth or fire

Swim!

Swim fucking fishy swim

life depends on it

know it 

feel it

let it go

don’t drown

you swam to Jupiter and back

Fish up!

Choose

Swim

Get a fucking grip!